This Issue of Wanting to Kill/Oust Our Mother, Mwalimu Felicia H. Moshi (Retired Teacher & Widow)

This issue of wanting to kill/oust our mother, Mwl. Felicia H. Moshi, who is a retired teacher and widow now, came up in 2005. To-date, 2017, what you see it has been in the making for many many years. Their psychological campaign to upraise the emotions of the clan's member and local people in the village against Valerian Family, and specifically the usual home's dwellers who are the "Widow" and her daughter/our sister with 2 kids, is their way to accomplishing their Movement's "Grand Goal" of ousting/killing anyone dwells in our home, without them directly being noticed. They stage events, and spread hateful rumors and lies. Our Swedish cousins are fueling this proxy war, which was not to this length or magnitude. Hating on everything Valerian Family is their mantra, they are providing all sorts of supports, including lie and propaganda, to anyone in the area willing participate in their campaign. For what? They have something in common, they don't want us or our None Catholic, Marangu Born and Raised Mother to live at our home in peace after our father, Mwl. Valerian (her main protector) passed, no two ways about it. They want this "Movement Agenda" to be perceived as the direct result of the traditional "Taboos" or some manufactured reasons, but it is them. They want to force any explanation that is different than their well thought through above plan.

There are 5 main factors:

(1). Our Mother is not a Chagga from Uru, rather Marangu, they never accept this fact for 44 years;
(2). Our Mother and Sister stopped praying at the local Catholic Church and went to the "Evangelical Churches", the local praying community has animosity about this decision was done after our father Mwl. Valerian passed;
(3). they don't want to let our mother and or anyone to live free from their self-imposed invasions at our home, they want to dictate everything at our home to suppress the "Widow" and this young family; and
(4). this is a brewing conflict that is harbored from our parents, but now to reach next level as hate has manifested and control our cousins' way of thinking and doing things.
(5). additionally, with exception of our mother, there is no any parent figure left at Balthazar family, also there is no father figure left in the entire Kiwera family, these factors empower some of our cousins, to advance their tribal tradition rebel behaviors suppressing our mother and us as we continue to put resistance to their suppression.

Mind you that clans in Chagga tradition are favorably dictated by men, typical patrilineal society. Thus, the absence of our fathers in the families and clans, are exploited by some older cousins to collude against us fueling the hatred without balance and checks that existed when our fathers were alive. Considering the environmental (some Uru cousins against our mother from Marangu), spiritual beliefs, religion, economic, gender and age difference factors that exists, we are witnessing a perfect storm of our time, resulting this uncontrolled hatred and jealousy as the "MOVEMENT" that exploit these factors to incite violence aiming to kill us in all shape and forms. Human are capable of all things, good and or bad, we see only bad from some of our cousins. We never see anyone forcing themselves in to others' home and family matters like this. This is a new level of generational divide.

It is sad how even even the Western World born, raised and educated cousins like Cousin Dr. Patrik Nilsson and cousin Praksedi Nilsson can be driven with such hate to relative and next door neighbors that share driveway. Especially cousin Dr. Nilsson, you saw us, Valerian Family only once for 2 weeks, in 1992 or 1993, and you didn't often directly interact with us prior Auntie Flo, cousin Bernadin and Dominic directly invading us. the first time we spoke is for two minutes when our father Valerian Passed, 2008, and then only through emails after we came to you about your mother Auntie Florentina and cousin Bernadin and Dominic colluding to invade our home and did really ferocious stuff at our home and endangering our mother at our home. It is beyond human explanation, how you can go about with this "Movement" of yours to project such a "Feudal" style war fare. You could not get away with these acts in Stockholm, Sweden.

Cousin Dr. Nilsson and Praksedi, you do have advanced social, psychological, economical, philosophical and intellectual superiority over the people you are using in your "Movement". The notion that you have no ulterior motives to your agenda is questionable. The existence of all sorts of "collusion" monogamist some of our Uru cousins is real, connecting the "interrelationships" dots that are catalyzing this "Movement" against our mother and us remain to be critically evaluated and analyzed. Time will tell.

Complementary to our readers: We urge you to read "A Freudian Slip" from "The Psychopathology of Everyday Life" 1901 book by Sigmund Freud, father of psychology, then determine have an informed process of this conflict is staged and brewing from our parents, us, and some grand-kids are now trained to carry on the 'Movement" agenda.