Letter From Hubby (Re: REPLY: Re your long messages )

Hi Auntie Florentina Masawe, 

Continued: In 2008 we stayed with you for free???? Do you understand what free means? We did not contributed any expenses of us staying there? Are you kidding me? We gave you some cash, it wasn't a formal rent or boarding because we did not have a lease for the 3 weeks we stayed before Valerian Sr. Passed, and we pitch in other expenses as well. We abide by your household rules too and with respect. You also had total autonomy with the bedroom we used because Selina Marselian (Oraya) stayed in it with our things in while we were at Uru for My father's burial ceremony. So we did not hold up any of your plan using the room thus far.

You always try to invoke you helped so and so and you are Mother Teresa, but Mother Teresa was chosen by the people and not self imposed to the people as you are. Mother Teresa did not go torment those she claimed to help, you go above and beyond tormenting anyone you ever extend a gentle hand. Sad enough these same people were not hand-caped, they did a lot to you because of respect. Someone can pay you back your little money you gave, but you cannot pay back these people their respect they had for you, the inner love and care they did to you. So, we all know what kind of human being you are. We are just sadden by this.

Whom did you help? And you, Florentina Masawe, never chanted to the world about helping us all along? This is surprising? You think the rest of the world dont help? Or if other help they should now report to you or run like charter box about helping others? Where is your manners and giving dignity to others? You even went further invoking helping other people on the things you did not, i denounced your statement that you gave Deo money for me, wen I found out that it is not true i had to do the right thing.

However, I wish it was true because November 1994 to July 1997 period was awful waste of my youthful years as I desired then and now to get college/university education, that could be my vulnerable tears. You think about your fifty thousands you paid me for chicken farm was enough for my almost 3 years? You or any one cannot pay me back, but God and he has done so and I did let it go long time because I know the power of forgiving to shape the future. I cannot hold myself hostage because of you or anyone for that matter. I forgive, close the chapter and move on, but certainly I will not forget or repeat the same mistake. Don't get confused, we forgive but we move on and don't repeat the same mistake.

You lured me and take my thirsty for education for granted. What is the deference between your action for this with a drug dealer who lures and prays for the young use them and throw them on the cab after use them up? Or a pimp lure the young and the beautiful for his Pimp-business and use them up? I worked up from the sleep and you made up a lot of stuff about me been a thief, lair, lazy, stupid and not smart for school, only because you could not come clean that you were lying to me all along and you were not going to help for my college education and or pay for my services to you all along. It could be fine, to be truthful. But you lie then and you are latching up piling a lie after lie after lie. 

What you missed is, I proved you wrong in all the encounters. With help from God I did exactly what I told you then, 1997, "watch me with God's help I will go to college and I will go to America" to educate myself. You laughed at me and said that "I was not smart enough" and suggested to go to Rainesss, the Swedish carper guy at Moshi and learn carpenter because I was not an academic material. Only if I was an idiot, I could listen to go Florentina Masawe. I had God and his plan and he saw and still see what is done in the dark. So keep on lying and spreading rumors about me and now my deceased Father that you long ago denounced as your sibling. What the difference does it make????? Take a hike.

Free!!! Like as if i dont know you well. Read you April 14th 2008 email sent us, kids, about our parents while my father was gravely ill dying, and try to understand its depth and magnitude, then think if their children will try to exploit you as you are suggesting. Only a fool can try to think that someone can say and do hateful stuff about his/her parents yet expect to be treated with fairness and dignity form the same person. All your life you chanted how Valeria is this and that and all came from your mouth was negative. Why expecting anything positive today after decades of hatred, jealous and hypocrisy? No chase, I keep it real!

I cannot spread rumors about my siblings and their loved ones, or tell lies about them, support anyone who mean evil to them, or kick them and their family out of their own house, or back-stub them as you have been doing. So, you should stop pretending that you loved Valerian, We are Valerians. We should have heard that as a children up to now. Reading the email bellow about my parents, i was no where near to take anything from you for free. lET'S BE HONEST AND TRUTHFUL HERE, YOU CANNOT HATE OUR PARENTS LIKE THAT AND EXPECT YOU, AUNTIE FLORENTINA MASAWE AND BERNADIN, TO MEAN ANYTHING GOOD TO US, THEIR CHILDREN, YOU ARE BUNCH OF HYPOCRITES AND LAIRS. Auntie, you talked of my parents, while sadly one, Father Valerian Sr., was dying, as you email suggested.

We careless about cars, houses and what not as your brain indicated to be calibrate upon. You think you can kill us all so that you can take the house, farm and the cars too? Only an evil spirit will say the things you are saying. I can't even say what transpired May 29th 2008  AM on the way to KCMC and when Bro. Inno came and ....... because it wont help anything but I leave that up to God because he understands well human intentions and strength.  It is just sad!! That's all I can say.

But it will be great if I can meet that so called pastor of yours, by name ZAKAYO if I'm not mistaken,  who used to bring Chai "tea" to my father at KCMC on his death bed. I have asked you numerous times and you never say a word about it. Cant you say something about this? Let the world know what do you have to say about it. Is this pastor belong to any church around town we can go thank him for his services?

You and Bernadin do have every reasons to keep on with the terror and fear you are inflicting to my mom and us. You forgot that we too have rights to defend ourselves from such direct and annexed terror that you are campaigning against us. We've no received any help on this. We are giving everyone a chance to hear and know what we, Valerian Family, are experiencing from you and Ben. 

We make no secretes if these things because we have no ill intentions. We want the world to know who you really are and what you really up to terrorizing us. Of course,  you are not going to like it but it is Biblical that what is done in the dark shall come in the light. This Biblical rule is applicable to all, including us, we are not exceptional so do you and or anyone else. You misguided brain thinks you are, may be, because we believe in God Jehovah and not god Florentina Masawe.

It is just these few months you Auntie, Florentina Masawe,  have come clean about your campaign to make sure that we, Valerian Family, are moving out to Mamba. Bernadin is still hiding under the hypocritical wing of brotherhood but cannot hold the water because the "Truth" will set him free from who he pretend to be to who he actually is. The kinds of your psychological terror onto us are the truth and not your wishes. Put mirror and reflect yourself what you are doing and saying or record yourself and re-watch, then evaluate what you are saying and doing. Then ask yourself, is that the right thing? What did you want us to do? Park up and leave to Mamba as you said? You must be delusional.  Why don't you park up and go to Timbirini? Practice what you preach as an elder Auntie. Please! do!

All I see is you projecting that I, Florentina Masawedid so and so, I built this and that, I helped r his one and that onr, I brought this and that, I gave you tjis and that, I expected this and that and so on. You are acting like you are God Florentina Masawe , who did all these remarkable things by yourself while the rest of the world was sleeping in the comma. How come Valerian Family is challenging you God  Florentina Masawe? because you are mot our God Jehovah,  the only God creator of all. Ee worship God Jehovah and not human or things. 

Then your think the reasoning for our family defense from your intrusions and terror will be distorted by you smearing us as that it is "because we got rich". Really? No one ever said we got rich because we are not. So your jealous is misplaced. We are not here to compete or we never raised any thing to you or anyone based on who haves and have not. You are deliberately diverting important matters from issues at hand to cliché so to hid your unspoken intentions as you continue with your terror. We ask you, Ben and anyone to keep out if you cannot respect our home and its territories. That's all we asked for.

What else bad can you do than trying to kick my mother out of her own house, and us out to Mamba, thank killing us all??????? I'm asking you Florentina Masawe and Bernadin. What else???????????????? You dont get it? "This Time Is Different". You will be unanswered for every claim you make and you cannot dictate the contents as you used to and everything else is different too. The lies and fabricated crisscrosses are catching up with you and the earth is shifting beneath you because the truth is in the display.

All of our 2011, 2012, 2013 & 2014 documents specifically asked for that. It is enough trail to learn that we are defiant and Valerian Had 12 kids and numerous grand kids and great grand kid(s) as hus direct beneficiaries. Unless you and Ben have got plan to oust us a ll, that home belongs to us all. No one is threatening anyone, but we speak the TRUTH. Now, I wanna see anyone try to smear our father's, Valerian Sr., name or about his manner because I know we are not all clean to talk junk over one another here. Dirty can get dug and much of it too. 

Let's tolerate and respect each others' space and things will simmer down because we are equivocally not going to let anyone to invade us without exposing the invader and defend ourselves when we need to. "This Time Is Different". STAY IN Y OUR HOMES, people. Soon the world is going to watch you alive and don't blame God's witch tricks, technology (which Africans' calls it White People witch". Read the story of Moses from Egypt you will understand "God's Witch" is and what it means.

By Valerian Family.

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From: "Florentina Masawe"

Date:03/17/2014 3:45 PM (GMT-05:00)

To: Pendo Cleff Masao

Subject: REPLY: Re your long messages

Pendo messages are only directed to me his auntie. All of you supporting him are supporting story you dont understand at all and I feel more sad for you who give your selves in this issue. Pendo himself is writing about what he does not understand. He is just writing shit from himself. He wants to make me look shit. I thank him so much for his own shit talk. I feel sad, very sad. I am retired almost 80 years,  they want me to be their slave for the rest of my live. My children in Stockholm feel very sad and almost believe in Pendos shit writing. Pendo you can keep your shit writing for yourself. I have a degree in Politics, a diploma in Social Science, I have advanced certificate in social Science from Umea University. This after Studies in Social science from Oxford U.K. with scholarship. I have taken care and helped many refugees from all over the world but Pendos shit writing is above my mental thinking. What is he winning from this shit story from no where I don't understand. In May 2008 he and his wife and a young daughter came to visit his sick and dieing father. He stayed with me here in Shanty and I was glad to have them. He had a car from New york for his mother. I paid everything for this young family. I cannot believe that his wife wrote that I am a devil. When they came back in December last year I received them well again but at their so called home where I was born they turned to declare me an evil person on the 21 of December.  Another car was brought for the mother and they declared that they have also become rich. But I have never said a word that I have become rich. I am not poor either. I pray they leave me in Peace.

But now to give the plots my parents gave me because of threats wont do it. If they did not run away after all these threats the police cell would have been their home. I would feel sad for them. By Florentina B. Masawe.